depression

i have no friends
no one to confide in
does anyone care?
will anyone ever?
sometimes i doubt it
sometimes i think i've found someone
that i can call on for help
but when i start to trust them
i get stabbed in the back
i've given up hope
and retracted into myself
i'm the only person
that will ever care about me
i went away
thinking i would find someone to trust
but it's always the same crap
and i'm tired of it...
i want to disappear
to move far away
maybe someday i'll be famous
and everyone that hurt me will be sorry
but not for any real reason
just because they wish i was still their friend
so they could be famous too
it's a selfish world we live in
where no one takes the time to care
about anyone else
maybe if i take on the same attitude
i won't get hurt again
it's always worth a try...