missing you

i'm missing you again
every day, swearing i'm over you
and we're just friends
but that doesn't mean i can't
want to hear your voice
or feel your presence
so maybe i'm not over you yet
who says i should be
who says i will be
i say i shouldn't ever have to be
but you don't feel the way i do
we're wasting
a beautiful connection
between two souls
deeper than normal
stronger than the rest
but no matter what
i still miss you.

12/19/99