je t'adore

sadness
loneliness
emptiness
welling up in my heart
controlling my thoughts
directing my mind
towards you
you pull me in
enveloping me in your essence
drowning me in your being
suffocating me with your thoughts
until i can do nothing
but beg at your feet for mercy
i love you, yes...
but even more so
i adore you
i want to control you
and make you love me